Last weekend, I was was really dumb. My old habits got the best of me and my portions were out of control. It started Friday with my kids coming home from camp. We decided to order pizza to celebrate. My darling husband decided I had earned a large, very cheesy, pepperoni roll too. I, of course, agreed. This was not going well. After dinner we decided to relax together and watch a movie. At which point my kids thought ice cream sounded like a good idea. I indulged. Then, Saturday rolled around. I was doing okay, until dinner time came and went. We had a very crazy day and our plans got derailed by stress. So, when hungry kids came calling, junky fast food came answering. And I enjoyed it. Sunday was shaping up to be another day of bad eating, but at church our pastor raised some really good points. While he was not talking directly about the dangers of bad eating habits, much of what he said applied. The thing that most spoke to me was this:
The problem doesn't go away. You need to control the way you react.
Truth.
It hadn't even been a week and I was already losing control of my reactions.
Everybody wants to change, but nobody wants to change positions. Get a grip.
Yes!
I wanted to change, but when changing positions got hard, I quit.
I wanted to change, but when changing positions got hard, I quit.
So, I didn't bother with numbers on Monday. I knew not much had changed. I could feel it. However, I got my act together with what I was eating and how much. I decided to weigh myself Wednesday.
Down 5 lbs!
I felt a renewed sense of purpose. A new determination.
So far, I've been doing good. Now that all the kids are home (and I have a new group of opinions to factor in) my eating hasn't been as strict. I've been focusing more on portions. I'm also finding my joy in this. Another gem from Sunday:
So far, I've been doing good. Now that all the kids are home (and I have a new group of opinions to factor in) my eating hasn't been as strict. I've been focusing more on portions. I'm also finding my joy in this. Another gem from Sunday:
Circumstances will not cause you to be joyful. Joy comes when you get control of your reactions.
So, I'm getting in control. Watch out world!